Saturday, January 31, 2004

*phew* finally finished the essays ^^;;; I'm freeeeee!!!!!!!!!! *grin* Am so tired now ^^

Been downloading Hanakimi scanlations off irc these few days. Up to book 12 now. Go me ^^;;;

And a wonderful poem/prose from a friend of mine, which really strikes a chord with me...

People say that i'm amazing,
Strong beyond my years,
But they don't see the agony,
And they don't see my tears,
They don't know that i go running home when i fall down,
They don't know, who picks me up when no one is around.
I drop my sword and cry for just a while.
Because deep inside this armour, the warrior is a child.

like, everyone thinks i'm great. i'm so "there", so able to handle things...
but they don't know...the little child inside...the one that's afraid. the one that cries, late at night...the one that just wants to be held, and loved, by someone...
and i wake up, and i put on my armour, and i pick up my sword...and i go back into battle...but the child, remains
alone, sad and afraid.
a loner by nature
a philosopher's soul governed by beliefs
a fighter by instinct
a warrior by circumstances
a child inside
that's me.

More later ^^

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